Uh, yeah, so I'm in the middle of a nervous breakdown.
Just went to sign my lease and had another panic attack walking into and out of the building and then again while I was driving back towards school. I had to fucking pull over to keep myself from hitting another car.
I have the lease, but I haven't signed it yet. I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't handle this. Maybe I'll talk to my mom and see about moving back home. BK would probably give me my job back.
I just...I can't do this.
Just went to sign my lease and had another panic attack walking into and out of the building and then again while I was driving back towards school. I had to fucking pull over to keep myself from hitting another car.
I have the lease, but I haven't signed it yet. I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't handle this. Maybe I'll talk to my mom and see about moving back home. BK would probably give me my job back.
I just...I can't do this.
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Marie
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Thank you. *hugs*
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I'm 100% better now. Thank you, hun. *huge hugs*
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You can do this!
I moved out at 19 and rented a house, and nothing horrendous happened to me.
You are probably just tired out from working too hard.
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*hugs you tight*
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I think I just needed to know I could do it - now I'm all excited again.
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YOU. CAN. DO. THIS.
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Thank you.
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Taking that first big step can feel like it'll likely kill you but when you realize it can't, it won't, it's the best feeling of accomplishment! And pretty soon, you'll be taking that apartment for granted!
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Take a deep breath, grit your teeth, and sign it. This is the hardest part, but once you do it you'll feel 100 times better.
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And you're right - now, after it's signed and everything I do feel better. Just...wierd. I'm like, a full-fledged adult and stuff now. *meep*
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You wrote fanfic and they loved it and now you might win an award!! You're tough and you CAN do this.
Really truly.
*hugs you hard*
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Thank you, hon. Really.
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