Flipping the fuck out

[synapticjava]

Uh, yeah, so I'm in the middle of a nervous breakdown.

Just went to sign my lease and had another panic attack walking into and out of the building and then again while I was driving back towards school. I had to fucking pull over to keep myself from hitting another car.

I have the lease, but I haven't signed it yet. I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't handle this. Maybe I'll talk to my mom and see about moving back home. BK would probably give me my job back.

I just...I can't do this.

Comments

[wilde-moon.livejournal.com]

Don't you dare! You can do this. I know it, and you know it too. You just have to make yourself get over this last step. What you can't do is move back home and work for BK again. When was the last time I smacked you upside the head? Do I have to make up for all that time? *glares*

Take a deep breath, grit your teeth, and sign it. This is the hardest part, but once you do it you'll feel 100 times better.

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

*hides from the glares and headslaps*

And you're right - now, after it's signed and everything I do feel better. Just...wierd. I'm like, a full-fledged adult and stuff now. *meep*

[wilde-moon.livejournal.com]

I know the feeling.