Flipping the fuck out

[synapticjava]

Uh, yeah, so I'm in the middle of a nervous breakdown.

Just went to sign my lease and had another panic attack walking into and out of the building and then again while I was driving back towards school. I had to fucking pull over to keep myself from hitting another car.

I have the lease, but I haven't signed it yet. I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't handle this. Maybe I'll talk to my mom and see about moving back home. BK would probably give me my job back.

I just...I can't do this.

Comments

[karenbear.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetie, what happened? You sounded so excited before. I know it's a big step, but it's a great step and one I know you're capable of handling. Don't do anything rash while the memory of the panic is fresh in your mind. Leave it a little, calm down and think it through. You're going to be okay. *hugs*

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

That's what happened - I realized how big of a step it is. Just makes me a little *wibble*, that's all.

I'm 100% better now. Thank you, hun. *huge hugs*