Flipping the fuck out

[synapticjava]

Uh, yeah, so I'm in the middle of a nervous breakdown.

Just went to sign my lease and had another panic attack walking into and out of the building and then again while I was driving back towards school. I had to fucking pull over to keep myself from hitting another car.

I have the lease, but I haven't signed it yet. I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't handle this. Maybe I'll talk to my mom and see about moving back home. BK would probably give me my job back.

I just...I can't do this.

Comments

[scottrossi.livejournal.com]

you can do it! living on your own is so invigorating and so empowering. if you can do it successfully, you will be able to do anything. and worry not, the worst that could happen is that you won't be able to make ends meet or something and you can just move back home. its not a big issue really! i have confidence in you. i did it when i was 18 and it worked for 2 years before things went south. you can do it!

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

Thanks - I'm better now:)