Flipping the fuck out

[synapticjava]

Uh, yeah, so I'm in the middle of a nervous breakdown.

Just went to sign my lease and had another panic attack walking into and out of the building and then again while I was driving back towards school. I had to fucking pull over to keep myself from hitting another car.

I have the lease, but I haven't signed it yet. I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't handle this. Maybe I'll talk to my mom and see about moving back home. BK would probably give me my job back.

I just...I can't do this.

Comments

[amejisuto.livejournal.com]

Darlin just take a deep breath and wait for the panic to go away. Is it living alone that bothers you? Or the responsibility? You'd probably be miserable if you backed out now that you found the place that you love and a life that you love. Give yourself some time. Babble to us if you need to, we're here.

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

Thank you, babe. *huge hugs*

I think I just needed to know I could do it - now I'm all excited again.