meep!

Um, okay, BIG DEEP BREATH. I'm nervous to all hell, scared out of my mind, and so excited I could probably spontanteously orgasm at any moment (so you shouldn't stand too close). In just a little over one hour, I'm going to be looking at my first apartment. I'll be looking at a total of three today, and making my decision on which one to get. Though, to be fair, I think I already know. But, mum's the word until I give them the check. So I'm taking my camera today, and I'll have pics of my future apartment when I get home tonight. Plus! Sunlight tonight.

So here I go...going to get an apartment. Look at me...Mr. Apartment Guy. All growed up.

someone hold my hand!

Wish me luck!

*thud*

Okay, so the apartment? Was quite a ways out of where I wanted, was about $100 more than I'd told them I could afford, and had a nasty "vintage" bathtub, and no air conditioning. The other one was about 1/4th the size of my current dorm room and on the top of a 4 story walk-up.

In short, I do not yet have a place to live. And I'm fucking knackered.

Warm up drabbles

Just a couple drabbles to warm myself up - I'm getting started on the final chapter of Sunlight. Oh, and don't worry, the drabbles have *nothing* to do with the fic. I promise.

( 1. Closing diaologue )

( Inner Turmoil, Xander's POV )

In Sunlight or Shadow, The Final Chapter!

That's right, I'm completely done done done! It's over! I can't believe it! I'm using exclamation points because I'm so excited!

*ahem*

Because some of you think there is or isn't a character death and because some will freak out if it's imroperly marked, but because I don't want to spoil anyone that doesn't want to be, if you want to know if there's a charcater death, click the second livejournal link that says "Character Death, Yes or No" for your spoiler. Otherwise, this has been...wow, I just can't believe it's finally over. I hope you enjoy this FINAL CHAPTER!

Title: In Sunlight or Shadow (18/18)
Author: chocgood84
Pairing: Spike/Xander
Rating: NC-17 overall
Feedback: It's my anti-drug. So unless you want me start abusing chocolate and crack, please leave some.
Notes: Vamp!Xander series; the usual applies: blood play, smut, schmoop and man-luvin.
Previous parts: here.
Disclaimer: I don’t own Spike, Xander, or Buffy the Vampire Slayer. If I did, this wouldn’t be fanfic, it’d be cannon. These belong to Mutant Enemy and its creator, Joss Whedon. No harm, no foul.

( In Sunlight or In Shadow, The Final Chapter )

( Character Death, Yes or No? )