Crush on Frank, I think, is finally letting up. The more I think about it, the more I realize: do I really want to be 21 and dating someone that isn't? And do I really want to put myself through dating *another* theatre major, because, really, am I *that* self abusive? And also: Do I really want to date someone that, though not purposely, is going to constantly be making me feel not good enough? I think not.
Apartment: Tomorrow's the big day. I'll decide on one, and get the paperwork started. I'm nervous, excited, scared, and orgasmic. It's not going to be huge and it may not even be beautiful, but the point is: it'll be mine. Because this is the time when I need to step up, right?
School: Everything's in order for the big move downtown. There was a slight panic when me and Dr. Anderson realized they didn't accept my 4 years of HS french and I thought I'd have to take 2 years of foreign language, which would be, you know, impossible if I want to graduate on time. But then Dr. Bramble saved the day by telling us DePaul just changed the foreign language requirements. yay! Also, my substance abuse midterm was today, and I think I passed, so yay. And ALSO, my Psych of Men class today...actually rocked like poprocks and soda. Finally got to have my say and made the hanus bitches in the class go "Wha?". So nyeah.
Birfday: I turn 21 in about 5 days. Aren't you excited?
And now: to go watch some more Buffy, because I've been craving it lately.