okay, so it's 9:30. for a bartender/bar attender/caiterwaiter/gay man, that's early.
we talked last night - heart to heart. he's still dealing with ex issues, and though he feels about me the way i feel about him, he (wisely) doesn't want to rush into something that could hurt either one of us. so for now, we will be friends. and if something happens, it happens. and if it doesn't, it doesn't. at least we both know where we stand.
and i reiterate this: no matter what, i've got this really cool person in my life now, and i'm better off for it.
and now to hop back into bed - he's squeezing my pillow looking for me. lol.
we talked last night - heart to heart. he's still dealing with ex issues, and though he feels about me the way i feel about him, he (wisely) doesn't want to rush into something that could hurt either one of us. so for now, we will be friends. and if something happens, it happens. and if it doesn't, it doesn't. at least we both know where we stand.
and i reiterate this: no matter what, i've got this really cool person in my life now, and i'm better off for it.
and now to hop back into bed - he's squeezing my pillow looking for me. lol.