early morning post

okay, so it's 9:30. for a bartender/bar attender/caiterwaiter/gay man, that's early.

we talked last night - heart to heart. he's still dealing with ex issues, and though he feels about me the way i feel about him, he (wisely) doesn't want to rush into something that could hurt either one of us. so for now, we will be friends. and if something happens, it happens. and if it doesn't, it doesn't. at least we both know where we stand.

and i reiterate this: no matter what, i've got this really cool person in my life now, and i'm better off for it.

and now to hop back into bed - he's squeezing my pillow looking for me. lol.

*is askeered*

I spent about 3 hours shopping for people. I only got two gifts. So I still have about 6 to buy. Which means I'll have to finish my shopping tomorrow. Translation: I'll have to spend the day before Xmas at Southpark Mall and...possibly...*cries* Wal-Mart.

Be afraid. Be very afraid.

I'll spare you.

I've created a Matt tag so if you see it you can avoid it if you don't want to read.

( And I'll put the incredibly schmoopy crap behind cuts like this. )