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Something really cool is happening to me right now - anyone would have to be blind not to notice it.
This morning, when I had to wake Matt up for work, he pulled me back into bed with him and put me in a headlock until I agreed to lay back down with him for a while. So I did, and we talked for a while about how we're both feeling anxious, happy, and a little unhappy about having to go home for Xmas. We don't have the same family situations, but we both have that love/hate thing and very screwed up families. So I more listened to him than talked. And then he found out I was ticklish and had me rolling on the floor giggling like a four year old and squeeling like a pig (no Deliverance comments, please). Then we both got dressed and he went to work while I went shopping.
Then tonight, I crawled into bed for a quick nap before I packed. And, this is where even *I* want to throw up at the cuteness. His pillows and his side of the bedsheets and beadspread smelled like him - he wears a very distincitve cologne. Without realizing it, while I was sleeping, I'd curled around "his" spot and wrapped myself in his side of the blankets and pillows. Then when I woke up, I smiled, because I could smell him. And then right after that he called, and I've been grinning since.
You know, I'm trying not to get in over my head here, considering what we talked about. It could be weeks, months, or possibly even never that we actually get together. But something is just telling me that its right. Now, someone should stop me before I turn into a Hallmark card, or worse, a Lifetime Movie.
Something really cool is happening to me right now - anyone would have to be blind not to notice it.
This morning, when I had to wake Matt up for work, he pulled me back into bed with him and put me in a headlock until I agreed to lay back down with him for a while. So I did, and we talked for a while about how we're both feeling anxious, happy, and a little unhappy about having to go home for Xmas. We don't have the same family situations, but we both have that love/hate thing and very screwed up families. So I more listened to him than talked. And then he found out I was ticklish and had me rolling on the floor giggling like a four year old and squeeling like a pig (no Deliverance comments, please). Then we both got dressed and he went to work while I went shopping.
Then tonight, I crawled into bed for a quick nap before I packed. And, this is where even *I* want to throw up at the cuteness. His pillows and his side of the bedsheets and beadspread smelled like him - he wears a very distincitve cologne. Without realizing it, while I was sleeping, I'd curled around "his" spot and wrapped myself in his side of the blankets and pillows. Then when I woke up, I smiled, because I could smell him. And then right after that he called, and I've been grinning since.
You know, I'm trying not to get in over my head here, considering what we talked about. It could be weeks, months, or possibly even never that we actually get together. But something is just telling me that its right. Now, someone should stop me before I turn into a Hallmark card, or worse, a Lifetime Movie.
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~Nebula
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just thinking about him puts a smile on my face right now.
thank you so much, sweety.
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I'm enjoying the cute factor. :-)
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We wound up coming back to my place to watch another movie that night:)
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Take it at your own pace, hon. Talking is always good. Being honest is the best! I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you, and for Matt.
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