Hyper Little Thoughts

C'est Moi.

Actually, it's not an especially horrible day today - that is, no worse than a usual Tuesday.

However, I'm fairly annoyed, and starting to get a little angry at all the pink, red, and white hearts, chocolates, and flowers that people keep trying to shove in my face (to buy for my girlfriend, apparently).

If I hurt someone tonight at work, you all know it's going to be temporary insanity.

Hey, question for travelers. Does anyone know the necessary steps to take to get your passport? I've decided that come hell or highwater, I'm leaving the country for spring break this year. Me and Kierre are seriously considering going to the bahamas, and I've decided that I deserve it for the last three.75 years of utter and complete HELL. I don't care if I have to get another credit card and max it out - I'm going. So I need to get a passport, and I have no idea how to go about doing that.

In other news, I just found out I have a paper due tomorrow. Which, sucks, but I should be able to get it done in a couple of hours. Then I need to read Judith Butler's Imitation and Gender Insubordination. And I also just realized I have two book reports due this coming friday, both on books I haven't bought, or read. Each book is about 400 pages. Also, I have a presentation due on Thursday for my LGBTQ class.

So, this will most likely be one of only a few posts this week. No worries, I'm still alive.

Just got back from a long session at the gym.

Ouch. And ow.

But I do think it's funny that just actually going to the gym and working out makes you feel better and thinner, even if you may not be.

I just watched Steel Magnolias for the first time.

I think I'll be over here in the corner. You know, SOBBING.

One more for the angst, folks.

The effects of last night's debauchery have faded, leaving me only mildly tired. So that's good. But now I have to get ready and go into work, where we will most likely wind up doing shots at some point in the night. That place is such a peer pressury place to work. And tomorrow is Nando's birthday, so you know someone's getting f-ed up tonight. And Matt and his beau de jour are coming in. Should be interesting.

On the fic front, there's good news and bad news. Good news is I've got the next THREE OMG! chapters outlined for L2bL. The bad news is that I have neither the time nor the patience to sit down and write them all out. Maybe I should just post the outlines, and let you guys fill in your own details? Heh. Um...no.

Nuttin much else happening here at the Chateau Brad. Did some shopping today, which was enjoyable. Got some goodies. A few things have to go back, but I'm fairly happy with my purchases. I should turn some heads tonight. Speaking of clothes, my laundry's done. So, peace out - check ya later dudes.

I just got home from going out to Gentry. Wound up totally making out with Fernando's roomate again - Mikey. We talked about the last time, and he told me that he thinks i'm really hot and gorgeous.

We wound up making out on Halstead Street (the main road in gaytown, Illinois), where multiple people told us to "get a room". Nando had a date tonight, everyone else was flying solo tonight. So I fiigured "wny not?".

T'was fun. Will post more tomorrow when I'm sober.



he's coming to see me @ work tomorrow night!

Don't know why, just am.

a) My internet is still out in my apt.

b) Having a totaly bad fat day. More like a "FUGLY AS SHIT" day.

c) Started working out again. Did an hour and a half at the gym yesterday. Go, me. My goal is 25lbs/4" by graduation.

d) Matt's dating that Jeff guy (aka Mr. $.50 tip), and didn't tell me. I'm not amused.

e) It's snowing. And cold. If I could have the snow but not the cold, I'd be happy...er.

f) I finally found this song - I've been looking for it for months. My mp3 player is happy now. As is my brain.

g) Went to bed early last night, but still am tired. Also does not amuse.

h) Hot Walgreens clerk asked for my number this morning. Cool.

i) I'm going home now. To watch movies, smoke cigarettes, drink water, and...I don't know what.

The rest of the day turned out not to be too bad at all.

Went to Human Sexuality where I managed to royally piss off the professor, which is always fun for me. Funnier still is that he doesn't even know my name, so it's not like he can dock me. hehe. Sometimes, a large university has its perks. After that, me and Jenny went to lunch and had a bawl chatting and joking around. I wound up missing the time and completely forgot about my Social Justice class at 1:00. I checked my email before Queer Theory class tonight, and the professor had emailed to say class had been cancelled. So, yay. Thank god for the flu, eh?

Then tonight in my Queer Theory class I was on fire. I'm actually getting this theory stuff, and I'm kind of liking it. At the end of the night, we got our papers back. I got an A fucking plus. Not that I'm all that suprised - it's not terrible difficult to do well on a Bradshaw paper. But still! An A+!!! On a paper written about Theory! Foucault, even! Her comment read "You get it! You really really get it!" Hee.

And now I'm going out to celebrate. Because I can, and want to. And also because I finished my reading for tomorrow earlier today so I'm off the hook for homework tonight.

Hmm...a good monday? Yeah, we'll say so. So, so far, that's Two A papers and one B+ midterm. I'll find out my other two midterm grades (I'm expecting a C in history and an F in SJ) Wednesday or Friday.

I have only been awake for one hour, and it's already a bad day. I went out with Nando after work last night for a couple drinks. By the time I got home, it was 4am. Then I had to be awake at 8:30 this morning so I could haul ass to class. Which I did, amazingly. I even stopped to by aspirin, tums, red bull, water, and eye drops at Walgreens on the way. And still made it to my classroom with 10 minutes to spare. I almost ran over two people and narrowly avoided dying about 12 times to get here, but I did it. Only, I get there, and there's a bright orange piece of paper saying "Cancelled".

*glares*

The silver lining, though - no class!

New Layout. Mostly just changed the background and the colors. But, I likes it.

The weather today is kind of crappy. I like it. It matches my mood. It's all grey and cold and wet. Not that I'm wet, nor grey for that matter, but you get the idea. It's that time of the month again - no, not that time, because that would be wierd. No, it's the time where I start worrying about whether or not I'll be able to make it through the month without having to wh0re myself out to pay rent and bills. Rent is taken care of, but the bills...that's another story. I have enough to pay either my credit card bill, or my cell phone & electiricty of bills. And since I didn't pay the electric last month, I'm thinking I should do that this month. Hmm. Maybe I'll get lucky and tomorrow I'll make a shitton of money and all my money problems will go away.

Although, I do have to say one thing more about it. Last night, Matt brought the new guy he's dating into Gentry, and I waited on them so Matt could introduce us. The guy paid for their drinks with a $100 bill, and gave me a $.50 tip. $0.50. I was not amused. And I told Matt as such as they were leaving. I'm a strong strong believer in that people show their character by how they tip and/or treat servers. It comes from working in the industry for (eeghads!) 6 years. And this guy - is not good. But whatever; Matt doesn't take my advice on guys.

I think I might have to go out for a drink tonight, but I'm not sure. Don't really feel like dealing with a few people should I happen to run into them. But then again, who says I have to deal with them? We're all adults. *shrugs*

Need to run - got tons of crap to do, and no time to do it in. Weekend's already over half-gone, and I haven't gotten any of the work done I need to. *sigh* 126 days.