Yeah, so...

[synapticjava]

that last post being all happy? Scratch that. I'm pretty pissed right now. Chris is here. Chris was here all day from what I heard. Did I get a phone call? Did anyone tell me? Did anyone even *email* me and let me know? No, of course not. Course, I'm almost positive the people in question who should have said something didn't want to because it might "make me wierd or upset". I think I should be the one to judge that, don't you? This is a person that I loved, someone who was my life for a long time. And no one even cares to tell me that he is in town or that he was visiting Barat. I guess that's what a lot of my "friends" think. Oh well, fuck them. I know who matters to me. I know who my real friends are. Fuck them and fuck that. And for that matter, fuck Chris for not even thinking about me. Really makes me rethink what the whole relationship was about, ya know?

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He never told me how I could get ahold of him. It's a two-way thing. No, it's not your job to tell me. But I would think that a "friend" would at least think about it. Don't put this on me. You knew I wanted to see him. I'm not trying to make you feel bad, but I do have to question motives, and not just yours. And don't tell me to chill out. You don't have that right anymore.