synapticjava: (madness!)
( Nov. 1st, 2005 06:15 pm)
No, I did not die from the worlds biggest hangover. Just tired. But I think I might go back and delete that last post. Damn, that's bad. Sorry LJ friends with the drunk!Spam.

So, the reason I got so snockered. After class last night, I decided to stop into Gentry for a drink, completely forgetting that it was Halloween. So I went in, and the place is *packed*. I stood in line for about 10 minutes at the bar, only to see Fernando running back and forth because he's the only bartender. And Arbin was the only one cocktailing, and at the end of the bar there's a mountain of dirty glassware. So Fernando sees me, and asks if I can do him a favor. Of course I said yes. So, I wound up washing dishes and bussing tables for about two hours while the person who was *supposed* to be doing it but got drunk and abandoned his job was singing with the entertainer. Worked out nicely, though. I drank for free, they tipped me out at the end of the night ($80 for two hours of work? HELL YES), and then they took me to Charlies and pumped me full of whatever liquer I could hold. [as a sidebar, I can never drink Jeigermeister again - I choked on my fourth shot and coughed so bad, it came out my nose. just the thought of *smelling* that stuff right now makes me wanna yak] I wasn't as bad as I have been, but I was pretty bad. Whatever; I had fun. I deserved it - the past few weeks have been pretty shitty.

Oh, and another cool thing - because I did so well last night and helped them out, they want to make the door man on New Years Eve. How cool is that?

And now I'm off to shop at Target. See, when you take school out of the equation? Life rocks.
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( Nov. 1st, 2005 04:18 am)
I'm I have no fucki9ng clue what number it is. All i know is that I'[m drunk as a skunk and made wout with about five differtent guys at charlietonight. And danced nuude.

Damn I'm drunk.

Goodnight.
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( Oct. 30th, 2005 11:49 am)
Okay, I'm still kinda new to this apartment thing, so I could use the help of those that know:

My next door neighbor has apparently bought or discovered how to work his stereo. The past three days, now, I've had to listen to the thumpa thumpa of really bad dance music or really high-pitched rap music. The WALL is vibrating. It doesn't really bother me too much, because I'm not home very often. But when I am home, it's constant.

Should I be "that guy" and say something, or just deal with it? I mean, it's not like I'm living in a dorm anymore. Why should I have to live like I am?

EDIT: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH now it's 80's music!!!
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( Oct. 30th, 2005 10:27 am)
Last night was a little dissapointing. Not because of anything major; it was more because of me.

I don't really have any fun doing anything anymore.

Is that wierd?
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hah

( Oct. 29th, 2005 06:01 pm)
So...We went shopping. I actually went into Prada and looked around. Found a few things that I liked, but not enough to spend even 1/5th of the cost for it.

I did spend quite a bit (for me, anyway) at Nordstrom. Bought a beautiful baby blue cashmere sweater, a cool corderoy derby hat, and my new favorite cologne, Bvlgari. Then we decided to dress up and go out, afterall. So we ran into Beatnix to get costumes really quick. And we're about to eat and head out.

Pictures tomorrow/Monday.

Laters.

Happy halloween!
synapticjava: (squee)
( Oct. 29th, 2005 01:27 pm)
Today's Horoscope: Don't hold back. If there's something beautiful out there that you want (and there will be plenty), go for it. The more beauty you surround yourself with, the happier you'll be. And the happier you are, the more beautiful you'll be. And the more beautiful you are, the more people will be attracted to you. Hmmm, are you starting to sense a pattern? Get out and do what you enjoy and people won't be able to help being drawn to you.

I'm headed downtown to shop and walk around. Later:)
Yeah. Still obsessed. *sigh* I'm considering splurging and actually buying the album. But I also really want Cinderella on DVD. Or maybe I'll be good and not buy anything at all, open up a savings account, and save some money for a rainy day. That would be the smart, wise, grown-up thing to do. beat.

Just got home from work a bit ago. I hurt so much that I had to take a cab home from the El, and I only live about 5 blocks away. Kind of lazy, I know, but gorram did I work my ass off tonight. It was nonstop from the time I got there at 3 to the time I got my break at 11pm. Tonight was the mayor's annual Halloween Ball. I made $25 in tips for bringing a table a tray of cosmos. Gotta love the rich people.

I'm kinda blue tonight, but it's probably because I'm so damn tired. And the fact that it'll be Halloween in three days, er, two. I'm not doing anything special at all. I used to *love* Halloween, but this year I just can't seem to get in the spirit. This icon is about as skeery as I'm gonna get. Kinda makes me a little sad.

Ah well, I'll feel better in the morning.

Note to self: CALL VINCE!
Today? Was a good day. We watched clockwork orange in History and Systems, I actually enjoyed Abnormal Psychology today, I finished up everything for the IRB, (way personal, but I *ahem* hung out with someone), got drunk for $15 at the bar, had a night of comedic entertainment, then checked my account balance to see that I a)got paid, b)got my loan money, and c)found out that I technically don't have to worry about money for...quite a while.

So I am going to bed with a smile on my face - the first in a long time. I want to cry because just a few good things, and I'm on top of the world again. Tomorrow I work. Hopefully I'll get a chance to reply to comments this weekend, but no promises.

Either way, despite the drunkeness, this is definetely a happy night. I feel *good*.

g'nite.

ETA: And also, I have a standing date with a guy I met last week. How cool is that!?
Title: Learn to be Lonely Chapter 13/ ?
Author: [livejournal.com profile] chocgood84
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: BtVS Spike/Xander
Disclaimer: Characters in this fic, aside from original characters, are property of ME and Joss Whedon. I’m just playing; I get no reward. Don’t sue, I’m poor.
Warning: Just the standard: Slashfic, with some brief episodes of het sex. Some graphic scenes of violence, sexual situations, and other assorted adult situations.
Author’s Note: This is my latest WIP, and it’s coinciding with my last year of college. I may or may not get to update very frequently – but I have no plans of discontinuing or abandoning it, so if you’re patient – there will be more. Also, this is somewhat AU in the sense that Dawn doesn’t exist, and Adam was never created so the initiative is still around for the time being. Also, a big thank you to the official L2bL beta, [livejournal.com profile] kittypoker1.
Previous parts can be found at my website, or in my Livejournal Memories.

Chapter 13 )
Okay, this is my new favorite song. It's so...where I come from.

So I came to class today. I think it's funny that you can tell finals are coming up - everyone's running around and looking either a)angry, b)living-dead, c)way too chipper from one too many mochachinos. Also, all the computers are being used and there are no free tables in SAC, the Library, or the Student center. Kind of wierd that the first quarter of my senior year is coming (quickly!) to a close. Time's a flying.

I just finished up the flyer and the contact sheet for the research study. That's officially the very last thing to finish before it heads to the IRB. It means that I'm done. Once we go public, it's out of my hands. I swear I'm going to get post-partem once I finally let this thing go. For the last 7 weeks, it's pretty much been my life. For those of you that are interested in taking it when I get it out, I'm not sure because of ethical issues whether I can knowingly have you take it. But I'll check it out, and if I get the green light, I'll let you all know. So if you're interested, comment on this post.

And now I have to go have my pre-IRB meething (last one!!!) and then I'm heading home to get some much-needed shut-eye. I'm running on no sleep for a few days.

Oh, for the L2bL readers out there, I have chapter 13 back and resting on my harddrive. Look for it later this afternoon/tomorrowish.
Chicago won the World Series.

How Neat!

I live in a city that just won something. Cool.
synapticjava: (piggy)
( Oct. 25th, 2005 08:26 pm)
I hate this fucking place. HATE IT.

If you're new here - I'm talking about my school. I. Fucking. Hate. It. There's never any parking, people here are rude and bitchy, it's expensive as all hell, and I am here all the fucking time.

Hate. It.

And thus concludes this evening's anger!post.


EDIT:

*ahem*

I finished everything I need for my research study. Everything. All of it. Tomorrow, we go to the Instututional Review Board so they can slap their seal of approval on it. They could also point and laugh at me and tell me NO WAY, in which case I would have to go away. Far far away. But I'm being positive.

So. Yay.
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synapticjava: (Default)
( Oct. 25th, 2005 12:06 pm)
Hey - I know a lot of you are database type people, and some of you are proffesional type people. Well, I'm in a bind and need some help.

I'm trying to find twelve towns at random, from different parts of the US. And I'm trying to search by population. I need half of them to be under 5,000 and half of them to be more than 25,000. I have to find the high school/college of that town and the contact person.

Does anyone know how to go about doing this? I've tried the US Census Bureau but those fucktards didn't help. And neither did State websites.

*cries*
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( Oct. 23rd, 2005 12:52 am)
I am, really. Just REALLY busy right now. Between work and school, I haven't really had any time to myself. We're registering for classes and whatnot, and then I've got a whole bunch of insurance/loan stuff to take care of. And of course the research study's taking up a LOT of my time.

Like, right now I should be asleep because I have to be at work in 8 hours. But, as tired as I am and as much as I want to sleep, I just feel like there's so much else I should be doing. I hate that feeling.

The last few days I've been a little...off. In that space of apathy. Not sad or happy or anything. Just kind of...here. It sounds stupid and pathetic, but I really kinda wish I was dating someone right now. Not because I really want or need a someone right now, but just because I feel like I'm not open to anyone anymore. I've been making a lot of friends, but I've been getting more and more distant from my other friends, and I'm kind of in that mood of "will it ever happen fo rme?". I'm not talking about forever love, I'm talking about someone to snuggle up with at night or to go on walks with or drink coffee and cider with. Someone to hold hands with. All that kind of sappy crap. I've been a little bitter lately - I can't stand to be around couples right now. I just...can't.

It'll pass. It always does. I just keep thinking: i'm graduating soon. Like, really soon. And it kinda scares me.

I finished the next chapter of L2bL and sent it to kitty. So, sometime this week y'all should get an update.

I have more to say, but I'm wondering if maybe I just shouldn't. So I won't.

I'll update when I can.
A little short, but a good intermission.

Title: Learn to be Lonely Chapter 12/?
Author: [livejournal.com profile] chocgood84
Rating: NC-17 for brief violence and sexual content
Pairing: BtVS Spike/Xander
Author’s Note: Yes, I am aware that the timeline is a little screwed up and that Giles didn’t own the Magic Box until after Adam and after Dawn arrived. But in my reality, who’s Dawn? Adam what? Also, a huge spanking thanks to [livejournal.com profile] kitty_poker1 for being my official L2BL beta.
Disclaimer: These character’s aren’t mine, never were; I don’t get any profit for this hobby, so don’t sue – Thanks.
Warning: Brief violence, nudity, and hetero and homo sexual content and situations. And some h0t man-luvin.
Previous parts at my website or in my memories.

Chapter 12 )
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( Oct. 16th, 2005 10:03 pm)
I'm back.

And I have a bunch of shit to update.

But at the moment (and probably for the night) I'm thwacked. So nothing for the moment.
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( Oct. 13th, 2005 11:40 am)
Okay, people. I'm all packed, the apartment is almost spotless. All that's left is to shower, do a once over, and load up the car and head out. I just checked weather.com, and supposedly there's a fog advisory for the drive home - great.

So I guess that's it - see you all in a few days. I'll be back Sunday night/Monday morning.

Have a fun weekend:)
I just finished all the IRB work and the web survey for my study. As in - everything's completed. All that's left to do is a) get the study approved, and b) get some participants.

Holy crap.

I'm a researcher.
So I'm packing to go home. Spent the day writing and getting some various apartment things done. Haven't even started on schoolwork yet. That's the next thing to tackle, after packing. And not to overexcite anyone or anything, I may or may not have finished the next part of L2bL.

I know I say this everytime I go home, but this is kind of weird, packing to go home. It's the first time since I moved in that I'll be elsewhere for more than a night. So I've been obsessing all day about making sure all the candles and everything are put away and the radiator's aren't leaking, and the stove and oven are completely in the off position. All the faucets are off and the drains cleared. And that's just on this end of the going home oddness. I haven't actually gone yet. How's it going to be once I actually get there? Guess I'll find out tomorrow.

I'll probably do a quick post later tonight or before I leave tomorrow.

Odd.
synapticjava: (boo)
( Oct. 12th, 2005 11:28 am)
This is me. Skipping statistics.

Oh, come on. We're doing Repeated Measures ANOVA. That's kid stuff.

And is it too much to ask for *ONE DAY* all to myself? No? I didn't think so.

So plans for today are to finish up all the school work that I have to get caught up on, clean the apartment, do the trash and dishes, pack, load up the car, and to write some S/X goodness. *whoot*
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