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[synapticjava]

So today was "Barat Day". About a hundred students showed up to various meetings througout the day. I'm on the Creative Ideas committe and also helping out with a few other things. It feels great to be doing something important again, something that can make a difference and change things. And after to day, I'm completely optimistic that we can change the Board's mind. *sigh* But at the same time, for some reason I'm feeling pretty lousy. I'm so tired and exhausted and just generally feel like crap. I think I may be coming down with something (wouldn't that be great :/), but I'm trying to stave it off and trying not to die. Bleck. I swear to the gods that I better not be getting that flu thing that went around, lest I be forced to march my sick ass up to wherever said gods hang out and beat the shit out of them. Once again, I ask - is it entirely evident that I have not been sleeping? Cuz I can't tell anymore. Er - maybe I have been sleeping, this whole time and I'll wake up and I'll be 24 and all done with school!!! Wouldn't that be cool. Sorry, having a buffy "which world am I apart of" thing going on. Anyway, I don't even know why I'm awake, but I had this craving for penut-butter and pretzels and "Llorando" (the song karenbear viciously forced suggested to us to hear and love. And I have, so I do. But it's not helping my sleep deprivation, because I can not get it out of my head for the life of me. Ah, but I don't have to wake up until 3:00 tomorrow afternoon to take Grace to work. You know, I've been thinking and it seems to me that me and Grace are so much like a married couple it's not funny.

Gosh, it's so cold outside. It's supposed to snow for the next few days. I don't know whether it's a good thing or not.

I miss so many things. I truly hope they don't close Barat down.

Comments

[karenbear.livejournal.com]

after to day, I'm completely optimistic that we can change the Board's mind

Oh I hope so sweetie. I thinking all sorts of good thoughts for you as well as keeping everything crossed.

I hope you get some decent sleep soon too, and I'm so sorry if the song is just making things worse. Maybe I should find and post a nice lullaby for you. :)

Oh thank you

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

It's a long time to cross stuff though, the vote is on February 4 & 11. But thanks :P It's nice to know I have support. Yeah, I went to bed at about 3:00 this morning, and I'm up at noon. But it wasn't the best quality - you know, the kind where you're fading in and out of conciousness. *sigh* No, I love that song. I just have no self-discipline.