Hey HEY hey

[synapticjava]

Gah. I just got off of work. I thought it would never end. When did I turn into such a pansy? Jesus. 6 hours on my feet and I'm whimpering when I have to walk. I don't know. But tonight I worked with Stacey. At first, it was really akward, but towards the end of the night we were talking and even joking around. I'd like to think it has something to do with my "hate no one" thing I've got going on lately. Seriously, I'm trying to see the good attributes in people instead of just the crap that annoys me. Life is short, why not enjoy it? Which is funny because this guy asked me at work tonight if I'd like to hook-up sometime. I was like "Meh, hummm I ah, huh?" First of all, I don't do the trick thing anymore. But I didn't know whether to be offended or flattered. But anyway, it was certainly interesting because Mike, my manager, was standing somewhere close and he started snickering and when I gave him my patented death glare, he went downstairs and started laughing harder and louder. Grr. My embarrasment is not for anyone's amusement. Dammit, it isn't. Shut-up, you:P Bleck. Don't know why, but suddenly I'm in a down mood tonight. Which is weird because all day and especially driving into work I was all "life is great, what more could I ask for?". Damn mood swi ngs...I'm not uncertain I'm not pregnant. And I can't get this damn song out of my head. Once again, thank you sooooo much nightsashke for recomending this song *PDG*. I'm thinking it may have something to do with my cafiene reduction. Literally today, I had a glass of apple juice, and two sodas. That's it. No more sugar or cafienated anything. And I'm not dead, so maybe I really can quit drinking soda and cut my cafiene intake. Hmm...I've been drinking a LOT of water and milk though - the two things I hate drinking the most. However, I've been smoking more. No matter what, I'm a dead man *shrugs*. I so have the urge to just go out and "smoke" and get smashed for some reason. I don't know what that's all about. I don't "smoke" anymore, and I swore I'd never get as drunk as I was on That Night again. Gosh I need to get out more often. Maybe I'll go see Big Fish again tomorrow night. *sigh* I love that movie. And I made enough in tips from coat-checking to pay for the movie and some milk-duds. So, hey!

Oh, I think I know what's wrong. I need a change. I do the same thing every day, every week, every month. I never do anything very exciting. Dammit I wanna go out. I don't know where I'd go or with whom, but somewhere nice and new. nightsashke should take a vacation and visit chicago...you know, for the sights? hehe.

Hmm...I think I'm going to go work on "Queer as a Football Bat" maybe I can get a few more pages down. Definetely a WIP. Or I'll go read...or make a few pretties, cuz that's what I do.

Comments

[nightsashke.livejournal.com]

lol...the last time I came up to illinois for a boy I got my first kiss *melt* heh...damn that seems like ages ago...8 years ago...oh how innocent I was lol.

so what is That Night?

Hehe

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

Want another? Heehee. Innocent *snicker*

That night is the night I got toasted at the restaurant I work at. Here's my post about it (remember, it's only once. lol):

http://www.livejournal.com/users/chocgood84/35513.html

Re: Hehe

[nightsashke.livejournal.com]

LAF....I need that job! :oP Now I'm not saying I'm some kind of lush...but honestly...drinking on the job is all KINDS of fun!!! So, what did your boss say when you hit on him?!

Re: Hehe

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

Oh, he kind of stayed away from my for a few days, but then we all chalked it up to drunken stupidity. LOL.