That's it, that's it...that's fucking it!

[synapticjava]

Thi has been without a doubt the worst single day of 2003. I just don't understand why everyone and everything has to be against me. So after the thing earlier (see previous entry), I went to work. As soon as I walked in, they told me that they didn't issue the Host checks this week on time, so they won't come out until Tuesday. Normally, wouldn't be that bad (since I've yet to get a check on time), except that I go home on Monday. So, I'm about $150 short, and I have no money until next Friday. I literally have *NO* money, with no way to get my fucking check. As if that's not bad enough, Stacey started her shit tonight. I let it drag on until finally she said "You know what your problem is..." at which point, I got so pissed off, I brought my hand up and almost slapped her right there. Realizing what I was doing, I quickly stepped back and went and told mike that I needed to take a step out. He didn't get it, but I went anyway and went out and smoked 4 cigarettes in 15 minutes. I don't know why, but I finally lost it and just started bawling while I was in my car. And then when I finally got myself controlled, I went back in and she started again. I finally told her just to shut the hell up and not to ever talk to me that way again, but she kept going on until Penny finally told her to shut up. So she got pissy and left. The rest of the night went okay, and I got almost $10 in tips (?), but it was just a horrible horrible horrible day! And now I just want a)beat up something, b)get drunk until I pass out, or c)well, there is no C.

Comments

[saowin.livejournal.com]

Sorry about the shitty day. Try going to one of those "Cash in advance" places where if you show them crap like pay stubs and a picture ID they'll loan you money until your next pay check. It just might work! ^__^ Hope your day gets better! ::hugs him::

Aww

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

Thanks. It did get better actually:)

Re: Aww

[saowin.livejournal.com]

Hooray! I'm glad! ;D