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Ugh. I was woken up this morning by Vanessa from work calling to see if I could work her Sunday shift. It's a good thing I like her now, otherwise I would have been upset. ;-) Anyway, I tried to go back to sleep, but couldn't because the minute I laid back down they started their shit. *sigh* I'm beginning to think I'll never be out of here and away from them. Grrr. Someday I'll be done with school...*sigh*...someday. Now, granted, I'm not exactly in classes or anything, but I'm just sick of school. I've been in school for 15 years now, and I have another 8 at least!!! I'm just tired of working and going to school and working and going to school and working and going to school. I've been doing this since I was 16 (the working part) and I'm just tired. I want a vacation. True, I'll have a real vacation in about a week when I go home, but that's not really a vacation, that's going home for a week and 3 days. So not the same thing. I just wanna get away for a while. *sigh*

I'm starting to feel all Christmasy!!! It even started me writting more on my big project! I don't know what happened. I think it must have been a combination of Charlie Brown's Christmas, National Lampoons Christmas Vacation, and Lifetime's Deck The Malls, The Nanny's Guide to Christmas. Hehe. Yay! All I need is snow and I'll feel tip-top for ole saint nick. And it's wierd. I am looking forward to going home. Not just to get away from here for a while, but to be home! As in, I can't wait to spend time with my family! Yes...I don't think I'm sick or anything. I think it's because we're all growing up. Me, Ashley, and of course the 'rents. They're so much better. I don't think it's just me either. When I talk to them, it's like the respect me now. It's what I've always wanted and it feels great. I finally feel like I have a relationship with my family. I'm even starting to like my sister more. Hmph, I guess everyone was right with the whole "when you grow up, you'll like her a lot more." What an odd feeling. Nice, but odd. Can I go shopping yet? Pweeeeaaaaasseeee?

Yeah, so mixed emotions is my best attribute I think, or maybe my most prominent one? Eh, oh well, makes me desireable. Hehe. Now, if only I could get a man for Christmas, I'd be peachy-keen.

 

Oh, pssstttt...someone should buy me White Christmas. *pouts*

Comments

If only

[moisha.livejournal.com]

I'd get you White Christmas if we lived closer. The whole "sisters" number is too good to pass up on the holidays.

Re: If only

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

LOL. Best. Number. Ever. It's a great movie. And it always reminds me of the holidays because every christmas (or you know, june) I'd watch it with my grandparents. Always made me feel special. Warm fuzzy memories are the best.