Break-ups are hard

[synapticjava]

Yeah, I'm going to break up with Todd. It's time.

It's a little sad, but for every beginning there's an end. This one's just a little shorter than I'd hoped. Hopefully soon there'll be another beginning.

But in the mean time: life. Fun.


It's just that while I care for him - on the fast track for really caring for him, he just doesn't seem to really be *there* with me. Lately he seems like a totally different person than that guy that brought me flowers on our first date.

The truth of the matter is; I want it all and I feel like I deserve it. I want someone that can be proud of who they are, who I am, and who does not have a problem saying so. I want someone that isn't so unabashadley afraid of commitment. I want someone who wants to be with me, not someone that just wants to have someone. I'm just not okay with investing everything into something (i.e. a relationship, or what could be) that isn't going to pan out. I don't want to deal with that again. So, I'm chosing not to.

Only: how do you break up with someone you barely fight with, or lately, even speak to?

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Thanks, sweety. *hugs*