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I had so much stuff to update...but I spent too much time making this icon that now I've forgotten.
I am in kind of a downer mood tonight. Normal downer. Not former-brad-boohoo-downer. Still worried about my mom, but there's nothing I can do.
There's just a lot going on right now, and I think my brain has died.
My big plans for Saturday night are to get a few loads of laundry done, clean the bathroom, maybe get a little work done. Hopefully the bf will come over and keep me company tonight, but it's doubtful since he has to work tomorrow. I feel kinda bad. He went downtown to surprise me and take me to dinner after I got off work, and catch a movie. But he called me just as I was walking through my front door - he's downtown, where am I? Dammit. So he decided to go shopping instead. Jerk.
So, I put in my resume at BBB. I doubt I'll actually get the job. Either way, something's gotta change. I'm really sick of Omax - not because it's a bad job, per se. It's just that I don't feel like I do anything. I go to work and come home and all day I peddle office supplies. It's not exactly the grand vision I had for myself. And things at iRi...eh. I'm not really enjoying that either. It's better than OMAX, sure, but...I don't know. It's not what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I really want to go back to school. But, for what? There's nothing, anymore, that I really want to do. I guess right now I'll just setlle for a life more ordinary.
I am in kind of a downer mood tonight. Normal downer. Not former-brad-boohoo-downer. Still worried about my mom, but there's nothing I can do.
There's just a lot going on right now, and I think my brain has died.
My big plans for Saturday night are to get a few loads of laundry done, clean the bathroom, maybe get a little work done. Hopefully the bf will come over and keep me company tonight, but it's doubtful since he has to work tomorrow. I feel kinda bad. He went downtown to surprise me and take me to dinner after I got off work, and catch a movie. But he called me just as I was walking through my front door - he's downtown, where am I? Dammit. So he decided to go shopping instead. Jerk.
So, I put in my resume at BBB. I doubt I'll actually get the job. Either way, something's gotta change. I'm really sick of Omax - not because it's a bad job, per se. It's just that I don't feel like I do anything. I go to work and come home and all day I peddle office supplies. It's not exactly the grand vision I had for myself. And things at iRi...eh. I'm not really enjoying that either. It's better than OMAX, sure, but...I don't know. It's not what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I really want to go back to school. But, for what? There's nothing, anymore, that I really want to do. I guess right now I'll just setlle for a life more ordinary.