The icing

[synapticjava]

Here's the icing on the incredibly crappy weekend cake, kiddies:

I blew it with Sam. We decided not to see each other anymore.

I'm certainly not suprised. And I definetely can't get that upset over it. This is what happens. Really. It's just something that I have to learn how to deal with - not Sam, per se, but potential future relationships.

But on the less rational, less grown-up, less mature side of things: this really just sucks. First my job, then my family, and now this. I understand that God tests us, that he or she doesn't give us anything we can't ultimately handle. It's supposed to make us stronger. Well, I'm strong enough. I don't want to be any stronger than I am right now.

Anyway, I should probably get some rest for my interview in the morning. Something to look forward to, I suppose.

Comments

[trepkos.livejournal.com]

Sorry ... I've been on both sides of that thing too and it's incredibly frustrating whichever side you're on.