*tap tap* Not sure if this thing is on, anymore.

I still have no internet access at my apartment, so I'm not able to be online, like, ever. And I feel bad because I miss everyone! *shoutout to [livejournal.com profile] lunabee34*.

The quickest summary is that everything really sucks right now. There's drama at work, BS at school, bad things happening with the family, and I've pretty much had at least one panic attack every day for the past few days. I think I'm losing my mind.

It'll get better. I'm just under a LOT LOT LOT of stress, and it would really help me if people would stop asking me what I'm going to do when I graduate, and it would also really help if people would stop telling me I'm getting a useless degree. It would also help if people would stop. Just stop.

God it's no wonder I've turned into a quasi-alkie. Christ, it's a suprise the heart attacks haven't started yet.

Anyway, hope everyone is doing well, and I hope that someday I'll be able to actually talk to you again.
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From: [identity profile] lunabee34.livejournal.com


I'm sorry that everything is so bad right now, Brad. I miss you and I'm so glad you miss me too. :) Things will get better, I promise.

From: [identity profile] tsavoritegarnet.livejournal.com


*hugs*
Breath in

Breath out

Repete as necessairy

Aside from that, do crisis controle. Do what you need to, let the other stuff go to hell. Or the other folks as needed. You'll get through it, then deal with what you can, as you can.

*HUGS*

ps Got some great rainbow yarn that is supposed to be for socks but I'm thinking would make a really cool scarf, for someone who wanted an appropriately PRIDE colored one. I'm fighting the urge to buy all the store has! :-)

From: [identity profile] chocgood84.livejournal.com


*whew*

Everything's cool now, thank god. And I got through:)

Thank you baby! *smooch* Hee! Pride!Scarf:)

From: (Anonymous)

after graduation


you are going to come back to the QC's for a visit and a night of going out with me and getting shit faced,( we will use a taxi of course) since we didn't for you b-day.

From: [identity profile] nashmaveric.livejournal.com


::hugs:: The trick is to keep breathing. I actually have that as a screensaver at work. Just keep breathing.And also, play BtVS on the playstation. It's amazing how being Spike and ripping peoples's heads off helps you feel better. ::grin:: No, really!

From: [identity profile] sunnyd-lite.livejournal.com


it would really help me if people would stop asking me what I'm going to do when I graduate Ugg I HATED that one... I sloved it by applying to law school...course telling them you're looking into grad school should confuse 'em enough to leave you alone!

{{{hugs and chocolates}}
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