synapticjava | Me? Drunk? Oh...uh,

Nah. Lil bit tipsy. Good wine, though. yay!

Um...there's a crazy number of emails and comments in my inbox from all you wonderful people. And I promise I'll get back to them just as soon as I can. As you can guess...things are a little uh, bad, right now. Er, not bad, but - busy. Yeah, busy.

Where was I going with this?

Oh, right. Just a general thank you to everyone who thought of me today. I really appreciated it. And even more, I really needed it. I just feel so lost and...yeah, alone.

But, I did sign the lease. And despite the fact that I actually did go and get the paperwork to withdraw indefinetely, I decided I was spazing out and threw out the papers before I did anything drastic. I'm no where near being close to done, but I'm way past the half way mark and I guess it'd be pretty foolish just to throw away $80,000+ and three years of my life. I just...ahh, I'm so burnt out.

Um, yeah. So thanks. I wish I could tell you all what you mean to me and how loved you make me feel.

And there'll be a more coherant and significantly more sober post tomorrow.