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So, today was both extremely nice and extremely frantic.
I finally went into the doc and got some stuff cleared up - that's what made me so happy earlier. I won't go into too much detail because it's quite a bit TMI, but suffice it to say there was some good good news.
And then I started compiling the research studies I need to summarize for my proposal - all the copiers on campus were jammed AT THE EXACT SAME TIME, i.e. the worst time possible as I needed them right then. After kicking and screaming at the one in the mailroom, it started working (whew!). So I've found all my research and compiled it and organized it. Now I just need to summarize it (about 50 pages worth I need to write) and actually *do* the proposal - it's definetely not a night-before or even week-before project and yet, I have only 6 days left to do it all. *headdesk*
Then Frank came in, and boy oh boy am I smitten. We started talking about love and relationships and marraige and stuff - was a wierd conversation to have on my part, because rarely do I get to have an even borderline intellectual conversation with another guy. Either way - it was nice just to spend the afternoon hanging out and chatting. He said he's mad at me because he won't get to see me the day after my birthday (I'm staying downtown all that day). And he's trying to figure out a way to "see me and get coffee" on the days when I'm at LPC - even though we only have about 10 minutes between our classes. That's the stuff I'm not understanding - what's with all that if he's not interested? And if he is, why won't he just SAY IT ALREADY!?
And now - work. And later - work. And, well, you get the idea. *cringe*
I'm just so excited because now, there's actually the prospect of finding someone again. I really don't think I could have faced the rest of my life without being able to...uh, you know.
I finally went into the doc and got some stuff cleared up - that's what made me so happy earlier. I won't go into too much detail because it's quite a bit TMI, but suffice it to say there was some good good news.
And then I started compiling the research studies I need to summarize for my proposal - all the copiers on campus were jammed AT THE EXACT SAME TIME, i.e. the worst time possible as I needed them right then. After kicking and screaming at the one in the mailroom, it started working (whew!). So I've found all my research and compiled it and organized it. Now I just need to summarize it (about 50 pages worth I need to write) and actually *do* the proposal - it's definetely not a night-before or even week-before project and yet, I have only 6 days left to do it all. *headdesk*
Then Frank came in, and boy oh boy am I smitten. We started talking about love and relationships and marraige and stuff - was a wierd conversation to have on my part, because rarely do I get to have an even borderline intellectual conversation with another guy. Either way - it was nice just to spend the afternoon hanging out and chatting. He said he's mad at me because he won't get to see me the day after my birthday (I'm staying downtown all that day). And he's trying to figure out a way to "see me and get coffee" on the days when I'm at LPC - even though we only have about 10 minutes between our classes. That's the stuff I'm not understanding - what's with all that if he's not interested? And if he is, why won't he just SAY IT ALREADY!?
And now - work. And later - work. And, well, you get the idea. *cringe*
I'm just so excited because now, there's actually the prospect of finding someone again. I really don't think I could have faced the rest of my life without being able to...uh, you know.
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Shy and quiet.
RL is sometimes like that.
*smooch*