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synapticjava ([personal profile] synapticjava) wrote2005-02-20 05:48 pm

*is shaking furiously*

okay, how can i make the trembling stop?

I just called Chris and now I can't stop fucking shaking.

[identity profile] rivulet027.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 12:09 am (UTC)(link)
um, take a few deep breathes and vent?

I'm sorry.

[identity profile] chocgood84.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
Heh - I found my stash of chocolate and binged. Better now:)

[identity profile] moonfire77.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 12:23 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs you fiercely until the trembling stops*.

other than that, rivulet is right. breathing is foremost. then just let it out, however you can.

[identity profile] authoressnebula.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 01:27 am (UTC)(link)
*hugs* So sorry sweetie. I would recommend many deep breaths, then reading something fun and happy. One of your favorites, maybe, that you've read before. One where you know the ending is a good one.

~Nebula

[identity profile] chocgood84.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 04:35 am (UTC)(link)
Gah! Ever since I started writing, I never have time to read anymore *cries*. But, I'm fine now - I found my stashed Reeses and binged for a couple hours. Now I feel blergh. But hey - no more shaking!
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[identity profile] lunabee34.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 03:24 am (UTC)(link)
smoke some cigarrettes, take a shower, smoke *in* the shower, then have a beer.

*hugs you*

[identity profile] chocgood84.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 04:41 am (UTC)(link)
Mmmmm...smoking shower...mmm...alchohol. Why can't I be 21 yet? WHY I ASK YOU????
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[identity profile] lunabee34.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 04:56 am (UTC)(link)
Oh, I thought you were 21. Hmmm.... You're 20, then? When's the bday?
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[identity profile] lunabee34.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
No pouting luv.

I promise something awesome for the day.

*laughs maniacally*

[identity profile] chocgood84.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 06:04 am (UTC)(link)
Um...*should* I be askeered? Cuz I kinda am...
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[identity profile] lunabee34.livejournal.com 2005-02-22 01:57 am (UTC)(link)
All in good time. All in good time.

And it's been pointed out to me that a little fear is a healthy thing. *g*

[identity profile] chocgood84.livejournal.com 2005-02-22 03:47 am (UTC)(link)
All in good time. All in good time.

Hmm...maybe I should stay indoors that day. Or WAIT! Maybe I should stay in a public area! Yeah...all kinds of people around...
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[identity profile] lunabee34.livejournal.com 2005-02-23 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
I can totally find you.

*laughs maniacally*

[identity profile] chocgood84.livejournal.com 2005-02-23 04:08 am (UTC)(link)
*grrr*

*steals harry potter's invisible cloak*

[identity profile] trepkos.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 03:09 pm (UTC)(link)
So did you find out anything?
I guess you've stopped shaking by now, but hugs anyway.

[identity profile] chocgood84.livejournal.com 2005-02-21 09:12 pm (UTC)(link)
No...he was sleeping and I woke him, so I told him I'd call back later this week and hung up.

He didn't know who I was until I told him - that hurt.

[identity profile] trepkos.livejournal.com 2005-02-22 12:31 am (UTC)(link)
I wouldn't worry too much about the non-recognition of your voice - I often don't recognise the voices of people I know well on the phone, and it's even more confusing if I've just woken up!

[identity profile] chocgood84.livejournal.com 2005-02-22 01:06 am (UTC)(link)
Well and he's usually like that *anyway*, so I don't know. It just kinda was like "Oh, okay."