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Wow...totally a blast from the past, this song. First song I ever danced with a boyfriend to. First song me and my first real boyfriend danced to. God, that was four years ago. Crap.
Going through my CDs, and I'm again reminded how important to me music is. I just love it. Even lately, I've started liking a few rap/r&b/hiphop whatnot. Always hated it, but for some reason, lately there's a few songs I like.
I'm amazed all over again at what exactly music does to me. It's so awesome, being caught up in a song. And even if I'm completely tone deaf now and can't sing worth poo anymore, I love the feeling of letting yourself go and singing along at the top of your lungs. That freedom that just resounds through every fiber, filling and changing and twisting you. I just love it.
Anyway, after a not-pleasent porcelien prayer and a skin-peelingly hot shower with scented oils and candles burning, I'm feeling back at about 99.5%. So yay for that.
I was going to post something. I had a reason, but I can't remember what it is. Although, I would like to point out that I have a great list of talented lj friends. From the fic writers through just the people that for some reason enjoy reading my rants and rambles, they're all there. It's wierd to me to have so many people watching and reading and being interested in my life. It's a great feeling, but even after all this time, it strikes me as...unknown.
I've decided it's time to make some changes. Er, more changes. I need to...open up more, loosen up. Need to learn how to let people in. I'm at that place again where I feel like something huge is coming, and I want to be ready for it. Whether it's good or bad, I just know it's coming.
Hmph. Maybe the xmas spirit has paid a visit, no? Just been reinfused with positive energy. Nice stuff, they should bottle it.
Going through my CDs, and I'm again reminded how important to me music is. I just love it. Even lately, I've started liking a few rap/r&b/hiphop whatnot. Always hated it, but for some reason, lately there's a few songs I like.
I'm amazed all over again at what exactly music does to me. It's so awesome, being caught up in a song. And even if I'm completely tone deaf now and can't sing worth poo anymore, I love the feeling of letting yourself go and singing along at the top of your lungs. That freedom that just resounds through every fiber, filling and changing and twisting you. I just love it.
Anyway, after a not-pleasent porcelien prayer and a skin-peelingly hot shower with scented oils and candles burning, I'm feeling back at about 99.5%. So yay for that.
I was going to post something. I had a reason, but I can't remember what it is. Although, I would like to point out that I have a great list of talented lj friends. From the fic writers through just the people that for some reason enjoy reading my rants and rambles, they're all there. It's wierd to me to have so many people watching and reading and being interested in my life. It's a great feeling, but even after all this time, it strikes me as...unknown.
I've decided it's time to make some changes. Er, more changes. I need to...open up more, loosen up. Need to learn how to let people in. I'm at that place again where I feel like something huge is coming, and I want to be ready for it. Whether it's good or bad, I just know it's coming.
Hmph. Maybe the xmas spirit has paid a visit, no? Just been reinfused with positive energy. Nice stuff, they should bottle it.