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Kind of mood I'm in right now: Bleck. Actually my tummy hurts really bad. I ate dinner tonight, and had some beef jerky. It's probably that combination and a bunch of Pepsi. Ouch. Get the fat man off my stomache, Mommy! Actually, speaking of Mommy, my mom stopped breathing yesterday and was given CPR. She's been pretty sick the past couple of weeks. Now they have her on a nebuliser or something like that so she can breathe. No one called me to let me know or anything. I found out from my sister when she IMed me today. That's fucking scary. I wish they would let me know when that shit happens. She's the only one in the family I like. I guess she's pretty stressed out lately. I feel pretty bad for her. Somehow, it feels like it's my fault. See, Breadgivers was so about me! I finally escape only to feel bad because I'm not there to help her. Anyway, so I'm worried about her. I also found out that my induction to the NSCS is on the same day as Margaret Cho, to which I already have tickets too. Grrr. What to do what to do...I'm thinking Margaret Cho. Maybe not. I don't freakin know.
In other news, I'm doing pretty well in all my classes, except Reading Poetry. I'm just not good at that stuff. But I'd rather be doing that than Bieringer *cringe* My stats class is actually pretty frickin simple. I'm very suprised. Math 101 really blows though-could be because it's so damn redundant. So still, the best class is Women's Lit and Identity. Speaking of, I'm pleased to announce that Dr. Bradshaw is our faculty advisor for the new GSA that will be up and running shortly. So that's pretty exciting. I'm kind of wondering how many drugs I'm on to be doing so much. Let's take a little look at an informal resume, shall we?
3 years management experience with Nath Corporations Burger King
2 years administrative experience in Admissions
Senior staff member of admissions assistants
Senior staff member of Barat Campus Ambassadors
Resident Advisor for this year so far
Member of the Residential Student Judicial Board
Member of the Residence Hall Council
Member of the National Society of Collegiate Scholars-DePaul Chapter
Current President/co-founder of Barat GLTS
President/Founder of STONEWALL-diversity club in HS
3 year member of High School French Club
Volunteer/member/board member of Quad Citians Affirmind Diversity
volunteer/board member of the Aids Project of the Quad Cities
and various other such organizations
Tell me I couldn't get a great job if I were to graduate tomorrow??? Doesn't seem like I'm doing enough though. Seriously, I feel like I need to be busier. Too much time to think about stuff. The busier I am, the more exhausted I'll be, so the easier I'll be able to sleep. Right? Right. That's exactly how that works. I say so.
Actually there's some things bugging me about being the odd man out on campus, as it is. I'm the butchest(I know-right!?) gay man on campus. The other gay guys are all hanging out together, and it's kind of like I'm not campy enough to join in the fun. But I dont' know why it bothers me-I don't wanna be like that. Guess I don't like being left out. Anyway, kind of the least of my worries, just kind of nags at me. Still kind of having issues about Chris. Okay so I keep telling myself and I believe that we broke up for the right reasons. however, I'm feeling pretty alone. Of course I know I'm not. But I can't help but think about him when I hear a stupid song or see someone wearing mis-matching clothes, or think about anything. I miss him more than I let on, and more than I let myself know I think. But here's the thing: do I miss him, or do I miss being with him. Two different things completely. See, I have too much time to think about this stuff, need to be busier. I have no freaking clue. I should sleep but I really don't want to. I think I'll go and shower. I'll probably feel a lot better after a nice hot shower...okay, probably not, but then I won't have deal with the water temp dropping and skyrocketing tomorrow. Wow, look at me ramble. Rambling on...I really need to sleep. oooo...purple poka dots...Alright, seriously now. Going.To.Shower.Going.To.Bed.Sleep.Is.Good.
P.S. Being an RA is actually getting better now that the residents are starting to respect me more.
P.S.S. Heehee...I forgot I had pixie Stix
In other news, I'm doing pretty well in all my classes, except Reading Poetry. I'm just not good at that stuff. But I'd rather be doing that than Bieringer *cringe* My stats class is actually pretty frickin simple. I'm very suprised. Math 101 really blows though-could be because it's so damn redundant. So still, the best class is Women's Lit and Identity. Speaking of, I'm pleased to announce that Dr. Bradshaw is our faculty advisor for the new GSA that will be up and running shortly. So that's pretty exciting. I'm kind of wondering how many drugs I'm on to be doing so much. Let's take a little look at an informal resume, shall we?
3 years management experience with Nath Corporations Burger King
2 years administrative experience in Admissions
Senior staff member of admissions assistants
Senior staff member of Barat Campus Ambassadors
Resident Advisor for this year so far
Member of the Residential Student Judicial Board
Member of the Residence Hall Council
Member of the National Society of Collegiate Scholars-DePaul Chapter
Current President/co-founder of Barat GLTS
President/Founder of STONEWALL-diversity club in HS
3 year member of High School French Club
Volunteer/member/board member of Quad Citians Affirmind Diversity
volunteer/board member of the Aids Project of the Quad Cities
and various other such organizations
Tell me I couldn't get a great job if I were to graduate tomorrow??? Doesn't seem like I'm doing enough though. Seriously, I feel like I need to be busier. Too much time to think about stuff. The busier I am, the more exhausted I'll be, so the easier I'll be able to sleep. Right? Right. That's exactly how that works. I say so.
Actually there's some things bugging me about being the odd man out on campus, as it is. I'm the butchest(I know-right!?) gay man on campus. The other gay guys are all hanging out together, and it's kind of like I'm not campy enough to join in the fun. But I dont' know why it bothers me-I don't wanna be like that. Guess I don't like being left out. Anyway, kind of the least of my worries, just kind of nags at me. Still kind of having issues about Chris. Okay so I keep telling myself and I believe that we broke up for the right reasons. however, I'm feeling pretty alone. Of course I know I'm not. But I can't help but think about him when I hear a stupid song or see someone wearing mis-matching clothes, or think about anything. I miss him more than I let on, and more than I let myself know I think. But here's the thing: do I miss him, or do I miss being with him. Two different things completely. See, I have too much time to think about this stuff, need to be busier. I have no freaking clue. I should sleep but I really don't want to. I think I'll go and shower. I'll probably feel a lot better after a nice hot shower...okay, probably not, but then I won't have deal with the water temp dropping and skyrocketing tomorrow. Wow, look at me ramble. Rambling on...I really need to sleep. oooo...purple poka dots...Alright, seriously now. Going.To.Shower.Going.To.Bed.Sleep.Is.Good.
P.S. Being an RA is actually getting better now that the residents are starting to respect me more.
P.S.S. Heehee...I forgot I had pixie Stix
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