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Hmph. Midterms are officially over for me. Which means I can have one huge relieving breath before plunging into prepping for finals. Which means right now I'm in the eye of the storm. 'Cept the worst is yet to come. *cowers* Nah, I'll be fine. I just can't let myself get behind again, that's what screwed me over this time. I slacked off. No good, my friends, no good. Even still, I feel like this year is flying by. It could be because it seems like I'm always busy. Between the evening events for Student Affairs (I'm planning this big halloween thing too), papers, projects, class, lab and work during the day, not to mention my classes down at LPC which snatch a full day and a half away from my week, I'm kinda running blindly. But as I said, in a good calm moment here as far as school goes.
On the personal life front...eh, what can I say? I don't really have much time for one. Don't really get to go out ever. Working out, which is starting to make me feel worse - it's not working. I know it's kind of early, but I want to see changes dammit. Sooo frustrating to think that all of this work is for nothing. Aside from all that, I finally feel like I'm ready to get out and meet some new people. I just don't have any prospects. There's a guy I'm somewhat interested in, but not enough to jump through the hoops I need to. Eh, maybe it'll change once I turn 21. Not that I'm setting myself up for false hope. But it'll be easier to meet people, ya know? Or at least in theory. I don't really have a lot of options being under bar-age and being waaayyy up here in Lake Forest. Kind of sucks. But on the other hand, it's probably for the best. I mean with me being so busy, it's probably not good timing for a relationship (funny - that's usually when one pops up). And despite that, it's probably a good idea just to chill for a while here on my own. S'what I tell other people rushing to get married or whatever - enjoy being on your own for a while, you've got the rest of your life to settle down. Good advice, that, I think. One difference though - I'm not rushing into anything. Hell, what's to rush into? Either way, I'm single, and it appears it'll stay that way for quite a while. And I think that's okay. Interesting.
Hmm...now that midterms are over, I guess that means I have no excuse for my room being as trashed as it is? Should probably do something about that... Speaking of doing something, I need to make an appointment for the eye doctor next week. My eyes are getting worse. I can barely stand driving at night anymore, especially with those damn sodium vapor headlights (ouch!), and if it's raining forget about it, I'm in for the night. So I think it's time to bite the bullet, face the facts, and surrender to the fact that I need glasses. Damn. *pouts*
Well, off to burn some CDs and clean up this stye. No, seriously. You don't wanna know how many pizza boxes are stacked in the corner *cringe*
On the personal life front...eh, what can I say? I don't really have much time for one. Don't really get to go out ever. Working out, which is starting to make me feel worse - it's not working. I know it's kind of early, but I want to see changes dammit. Sooo frustrating to think that all of this work is for nothing. Aside from all that, I finally feel like I'm ready to get out and meet some new people. I just don't have any prospects. There's a guy I'm somewhat interested in, but not enough to jump through the hoops I need to. Eh, maybe it'll change once I turn 21. Not that I'm setting myself up for false hope. But it'll be easier to meet people, ya know? Or at least in theory. I don't really have a lot of options being under bar-age and being waaayyy up here in Lake Forest. Kind of sucks. But on the other hand, it's probably for the best. I mean with me being so busy, it's probably not good timing for a relationship (funny - that's usually when one pops up). And despite that, it's probably a good idea just to chill for a while here on my own. S'what I tell other people rushing to get married or whatever - enjoy being on your own for a while, you've got the rest of your life to settle down. Good advice, that, I think. One difference though - I'm not rushing into anything. Hell, what's to rush into? Either way, I'm single, and it appears it'll stay that way for quite a while. And I think that's okay. Interesting.
Hmm...now that midterms are over, I guess that means I have no excuse for my room being as trashed as it is? Should probably do something about that... Speaking of doing something, I need to make an appointment for the eye doctor next week. My eyes are getting worse. I can barely stand driving at night anymore, especially with those damn sodium vapor headlights (ouch!), and if it's raining forget about it, I'm in for the night. So I think it's time to bite the bullet, face the facts, and surrender to the fact that I need glasses. Damn. *pouts*
Well, off to burn some CDs and clean up this stye. No, seriously. You don't wanna know how many pizza boxes are stacked in the corner *cringe*
