*dies*

Ye Gods.

So exhausted. But Inventory is over. And it went off without a hitch. My DM even pulled me aside and made a big deal about thanking me for all my hard work and how it wouldn't have gone so well without me. So did both the auditor and the other store manager that was there helping us out. Phil was running around like an asshat, as per usual. And I met my new boss (big and dumb...this should go well). I think it went pretty well. Not to mention, it was pretty nice running the show.

I saw pictures today of little Ethan. He's soooo cute! I'm taking my camera with me when I go visit, so be prepared for nephew!spam.

Ooookay. It's definetely time for me to get some sleep.

At least it's over. I can breathe again.

grumble

I'm thinking of putting in my notice at Omax. I know that this would be stupid since I have no other job waiting and my track record for finding a job isn't very good. I just found out today that about a month ago, when I was knee-deep in inventory prep and freaking out and stressed out and working more than I should...all the other managers got raises. I'm now the lowest paid member of our management team, even though - no exageration - I put in the most actual work. I just can't beleive they did this to me. I've worked so hard for them, gritting my teeth and bending over backwards. It's just not fair.

Today is defintely one of those "I'm so tired of this" days. Tired of this crappy job, tired of looking for something better but always coming up short. Tired of feeling so unneeded/wanted. Just tired. I thought things were going to get better, but they haven't. It's the same. /pitty party.

Things will get better. I just have to try a little harder, search a little more. I just never thought I'd be the type of person to settle on something that I hate so much. I'm kind of dissapointed in myself, honestly.

Edit: Just a bad day. Tomorrow'll be brighter.