Quick update:

*tap tap* Not sure if this thing is on, anymore.

I still have no internet access at my apartment, so I'm not able to be online, like, ever. And I feel bad because I miss everyone! *shoutout to lunabee34*.

The quickest summary is that everything really sucks right now. There's drama at work, BS at school, bad things happening with the family, and I've pretty much had at least one panic attack every day for the past few days. I think I'm losing my mind.

It'll get better. I'm just under a LOT LOT LOT of stress, and it would really help me if people would stop asking me what I'm going to do when I graduate, and it would also really help if people would stop telling me I'm getting a useless degree. It would also help if people would stop. Just stop.

God it's no wonder I've turned into a quasi-alkie. Christ, it's a suprise the heart attacks haven't started yet.

Anyway, hope everyone is doing well, and I hope that someday I'll be able to actually talk to you again.