Stupid paper.

Do you ever have the feeling you should be doing something, but you just can't actually do it?

God damn history paper. It was due on Friday, and now I'm taking a 15 point loss to turn it in 3 days late. 9am tomorrow it's due, and I've still got a page and a half to go. I just can't make it go, you know?

Also, it frightens me that I still have my Queer Theory paper to write. And that's going to be really hard.

Also, I have a sexuality exam tomorrow.

Also, I have two extra credit short papers to write tomorrow before 1:00 if I want to pass with more than a C-.

Also, tomorrow night is the Chauncy lecture, which I'm looking forward to.

I am feeling better, but this week, the way it's looking, will be much worse than last week in terms of stress and scheduling. I really want a cocktail, thinking about it. *cringe*

And also...I bought a pack of cigarettes today...*sheepish look* and they're almost all gone. *sigh* I am weak.