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After almost a year of trying and failing, I've *finally* gotten my computer to work with DePaul's wireless system. Which means I can be anywhere on campus and check my email without cords running everywhere. I could even go out to the quad if I wanted to. yay:) I finally decided to just sit down and actually *read* the directions (I'm a skimmer), and two minutes later voila! *g*. So, yay.
Feeling a little less cranky than I was this morning. But, I think the time has come to step back the time-spending together. And also? I'm not going to afraid to say what I want from now on. Real friends will deal with it, and I don't like not being honest. So that's that.
I start school in 5 days. EEP. That also means that I start my new diet/excersise program in 5 days. The goal is for me to feel about 30% better about myself by Christmas when I'll see my family next. I'm not going to get into the mindset of inches or pounds or sizes. The basic problem is that when I go out and don't catch anyone's eye, I feel bad about myself (I shouldn't, I know that, but I digress). At least if I'm making a true effort at it, I won't be able to feel that bad, right? Right. So anyway, I have to get groceries after I leave here. We're talking fresh fruits and vegies instead of chips and popcorn, apple juice instead of Pepsi (well, okay, not *instead*, but something other than), whole grains, milk and lean meat. We'll see how far this thing goes. Imagine if I did start feeling 30x better about how I look? Not that I think I'm ugly by any means, but I do have my days where the last thing I want is to be seen in public. Ah well, at least its *something*.
And speaking of, I'm out. Won't be online for a few days though, I work tomorrow and Sunday. So, unless something comes up, see y'all then, hopefully with a new chapter of L2BL ready for ya:)
Feeling a little less cranky than I was this morning. But, I think the time has come to step back the time-spending together. And also? I'm not going to afraid to say what I want from now on. Real friends will deal with it, and I don't like not being honest. So that's that.
I start school in 5 days. EEP. That also means that I start my new diet/excersise program in 5 days. The goal is for me to feel about 30% better about myself by Christmas when I'll see my family next. I'm not going to get into the mindset of inches or pounds or sizes. The basic problem is that when I go out and don't catch anyone's eye, I feel bad about myself (I shouldn't, I know that, but I digress). At least if I'm making a true effort at it, I won't be able to feel that bad, right? Right. So anyway, I have to get groceries after I leave here. We're talking fresh fruits and vegies instead of chips and popcorn, apple juice instead of Pepsi (well, okay, not *instead*, but something other than), whole grains, milk and lean meat. We'll see how far this thing goes. Imagine if I did start feeling 30x better about how I look? Not that I think I'm ugly by any means, but I do have my days where the last thing I want is to be seen in public. Ah well, at least its *something*.
And speaking of, I'm out. Won't be online for a few days though, I work tomorrow and Sunday. So, unless something comes up, see y'all then, hopefully with a new chapter of L2BL ready for ya:)