Someone slap me

Man, I just noticed that for like the past hour I've been smiling and giggling for no damn reason at all. I just thought about how lucky I am. You know? I'm happy. I'm really truely happy with my life and with myself. You know, I have a family that loves me very much. I have my new family, my friends, who care about me and love me. I have a job, may not be the best, but it's money in the bank. I have a car and a computer and a stereo and so many things that I treasure. I have my writing and my books. I have my clothes! I am so on top of the world right now. I wish people could see me right now. I just can't stop smiling and laughing.

No, I am not on any drugs.

Yeah, so...

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So I'm really upset now. And listening to music really helps. Especially when it's REALLY FUCKING LOUD.