Yay for songsets!!!

I finished my songset!!!  It's set to Evanescence's "My Immortal".

They're right ( here! )

interesting

knicked from bloodroses27

Thought this was kinda cool:

Post anything that you want (in comments), and post it anonymously. Anything. A story, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love -- anything. Be sure to post anonymously and honestly. Then, if you want, put this in your LJ to see what your friends have to say.

Go ahead, give it a shot.

anyone who cares

this has been floating around LJ for a couple of days, but I decided that I would post it too. the AFA Pro-Family for America is doing a poll to send to congress to get them to illegalize gay marraige. Go here and vote for your way. So far, we're winning. When it first came out, they were. We need to show them there's stregnth in legitimate numbers. Go here:

http://www.afa.net/petitions/marriagepoll.asp

Great. Just Fucking Great

So, did you know they sent a letter home about academic probation, cuz I sure as hell didn't. God that fucking pisses me off. My family has no god-damned right to know what my fucking GPA is. It's my fucking money, my fucking problem, my fucking decision whether or not they get to see it. DePaul has no fucking right to do that. So now, what was supposed to be a peaceful relaxing vacation at home is now going to turn into a 10 day stint in hell during which I'll want nothing better than to return to this hell, just to get away from them. Merry Fucking Christmas, fuck you too. Oh, and just incase there are any new people who don't quite know me yet, I have a little secret:

I FUCKING HATE DEPAUL AND THEY CAN KISS MY FUCKING ASS

That's it, that's it...that's fucking it!

Thi has been without a doubt the worst single day of 2003. I just don't understand why everyone and everything has to be against me. So after the thing earlier (see previous entry), I went to work. As soon as I walked in, they told me that they didn't issue the Host checks this week on time, so they won't come out until Tuesday. Normally, wouldn't be that bad (since I've yet to get a check on time), except that I go home on Monday. So, I'm about $150 short, and I have no money until next Friday. I literally have *NO* money, with no way to get my fucking check. As if that's not bad enough, Stacey started her shit tonight. I let it drag on until finally she said "You know what your problem is..." at which point, I got so pissed off, I brought my hand up and almost slapped her right there. Realizing what I was doing, I quickly stepped back and went and told mike that I needed to take a step out. He didn't get it, but I went anyway and went out and smoked 4 cigarettes in 15 minutes. I don't know why, but I finally lost it and just started bawling while I was in my car. And then when I finally got myself controlled, I went back in and she started again. I finally told her just to shut the hell up and not to ever talk to me that way again, but she kept going on until Penny finally told her to shut up. So she got pissy and left. The rest of the night went okay, and I got almost $10 in tips (?), but it was just a horrible horrible horrible day! And now I just want a)beat up something, b)get drunk until I pass out, or c)well, there is no C.