grrr

I don't know why, but I feel yucky today.  Physically and not-pysically.  I don't want to go to work. Really, all I want to do is just curl up in my chair and wrap a blanket around me and do nothing all day.  Especially don't want to go to work where I"ll have to plaster a giant fake smile on my face and pretend everything's hunky-dory.  It really sucks - There's days that I feel all happy and yay and I can fly and whatnot, usually for no apparent reason.  I like those days.  And then theres these days where it's not so much.  I wouldn't say depressed (yuck-not going there!), just kind of...blah.  I can't describe it.  I just keep thinking that it feels like I"ll never get out of school, never move on, never find that one person I want to be with forever, never be fully happy.  It's a pretty crappy feeling.  Well at least the good news is that I'll pass.  It always does.

Okay

So I think that tonight after work I'm going to do a songset for Buffy with Evanescense's "My Immortal". Would anyone be interested?

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My old jeans fit!!!

Let it snow

Isn't it neat how watching it snow can sooth you so much? I think it's awesome.  Tonight was a blast at work. I had such a good time.  There's this new girl, er I guess woman, working there. Her name is Penny. She's just awesome. And she likes and hates the same girls I do. Hehe. We had so much fun working, it didn't feel like work. And everyone said something about how nice I looked. I love it when that happens. Still a little sad, but it's more of just kinda "*sigh* i don't know right now *sigh*". Believe me, that makes sense to me. LOL. Okay, I'm going to go and work on the songset. Or maybe watch Seeing Red. Yeah, that'd be swell for my emotional upheavle. *rolls eyes*

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Grrr

I cannot find the caps I want. Grr!!!