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I don't know why, but I feel yucky today. Physically and not-pysically. I don't want to go to work. Really, all I want to do is just curl up in my chair and wrap a blanket around me and do nothing all day. Especially don't want to go to work where I"ll have to plaster a giant fake smile on my face and pretend everything's hunky-dory. It really sucks - There's days that I feel all happy and yay and I can fly and whatnot, usually for no apparent reason. I like those days. And then theres these days where it's not so much. I wouldn't say depressed (yuck-not going there!), just kind of...blah. I can't describe it. I just keep thinking that it feels like I"ll never get out of school, never move on, never find that one person I want to be with forever, never be fully happy. It's a pretty crappy feeling. Well at least the good news is that I'll pass. It always does.

grrr

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Awww