I'm kind of sleepy, and I should go to bed, but I really don't want to. I got a lot on my mind, I do. Although right now, my mind seems to be blank. Wow...that's what that's like. Yay for blank minds! Whoohoo! Oh wait...it's coming back. Dammit, for a few seconds the million voices thoughts had calmed down. Anyhoo. Strangely enough, the thing with A.J. is not strange at all...I'm taking it as it comes, not trying to force it or figure it out. It is what it is. Same with Chris. I still feel all yucky about it, but I think the worst of it is over. So that's a plus. I highly doubt I'm ready to dive back in, or even dip my toe in, but I feel tons better about it all. Moving on, I'm finally catching up to all my classes and I think my grades are getting a much-needed boost up. And now that the quarter is starting to wind down, so is my stress level. Which is odd, because end of the quarter = finals, finals = death alive, and acording to the a=b=c theorm, end of the quarter = death alive. Hmm...go figure.
Grr, I have an itch to be creative and write something, but every time I try to sit down and write, nothing comes out.
I don't think it'll ever stop raining...
Grr, I have an itch to be creative and write something, but every time I try to sit down and write, nothing comes out.
I don't think it'll ever stop raining...