OKay

Okay, so here's what I've decided. Since there were so many people that I absolutely cannot stand applying for the RA position for next year that if I don't get a spot, I'm going to have to hurt, threaten, mame, or find a new beach for those that get it and I don't...then again...I didn't reallys leep very well last night at all...Is this a dream? I don't even know...maybe this is *all* a dream? Maybe I'll wake up and be 16 all over agin? ugh...that's a scary thought...