So, what's better than a hot day, you ask? A hot day in which 17, count them, 17 people *say* that you look hot, and you notice a few other people *CHECKING YOU OUT*!!! HELL YEAH!!!! *jumps up and down* I know it sounds pathetic, but I kinda feel already like the three days now with no soda is already starting to drop my weight. If not, it's sure boosting my confidence level. I look good dammit. I'm bloody awful cute. Life is good. I got some money in the bank, friends who love me, family that cares, a job that usually sucks but lately has been a blast, and let's not forget my POS, Speedy.
It was so nice tonight at work. I got to work with the two hottest guys ever! But that wasn't the big deal. Towards the end of the night, Giggilo Johnny, the performer in the martini bar - right across from the host stand - was doing his usual bit and started kranking out slow songs. He's a dead ringer for Frank Sinatra or any of the other Rat Pack. Anyway, he started doing a couple of slow numbers. And this older couple who were celebrating their 51st anniverssary got up and started slow dancing. After a while, all of the couples were in there dancing. I was just watching with this big stupid smile on my face and this warm tickling feeling in my chest. It was just so fucking nice. I wasn't even one of the ones dancing, but I was so happy for them. They all looked so happy. The way they all looked at their s.o.'s just sent shivers up my spine. I remember that look and I remember that feeling. Alan, the bartender, and I exchanged a look and we just started laughing while watching them. It was so romantic. And then after a couple of songs, one of the younger couples moved away. Giggilo Johnny went over with the mike, and the guy got down on his knee and proposed to his girlfriend in front of everyone (with one of the biggest rocks I've ever seen in my life). She started crying and said yes. I almost bawled. It was so absurdly moving. After a round of applause, everyone went back to dancing. Before I knew it, it was 11 and I was off work.
After work, me and Grace and Becky went downstairs to the Hideaway, which was packed, and had a drink. Well, I had a beer and the rest of Grace's drink. It was just such an amazing day. I want all my days to be like this. I just want to be happy. And you know what? It's not that hard to be. Just look around. There's beauty in everything and everyone. And everything is so simple. Even the most complicated things can be broken down into simple things. That's all it takes. Understanding, patience, love, and a little faith that everything will be allright.
And now, I shall go rest. Er, maybe I'll watch Ellen. I feel like watching some funny right now. I need to buy Margaret Cho's DVDs.
And yay!!! Big Fish comes out on DVD on Tuesday. I'll buy it. I'll watch it. I'll sob for days. again.
It was so nice tonight at work. I got to work with the two hottest guys ever! But that wasn't the big deal. Towards the end of the night, Giggilo Johnny, the performer in the martini bar - right across from the host stand - was doing his usual bit and started kranking out slow songs. He's a dead ringer for Frank Sinatra or any of the other Rat Pack. Anyway, he started doing a couple of slow numbers. And this older couple who were celebrating their 51st anniverssary got up and started slow dancing. After a while, all of the couples were in there dancing. I was just watching with this big stupid smile on my face and this warm tickling feeling in my chest. It was just so fucking nice. I wasn't even one of the ones dancing, but I was so happy for them. They all looked so happy. The way they all looked at their s.o.'s just sent shivers up my spine. I remember that look and I remember that feeling. Alan, the bartender, and I exchanged a look and we just started laughing while watching them. It was so romantic. And then after a couple of songs, one of the younger couples moved away. Giggilo Johnny went over with the mike, and the guy got down on his knee and proposed to his girlfriend in front of everyone (with one of the biggest rocks I've ever seen in my life). She started crying and said yes. I almost bawled. It was so absurdly moving. After a round of applause, everyone went back to dancing. Before I knew it, it was 11 and I was off work.
After work, me and Grace and Becky went downstairs to the Hideaway, which was packed, and had a drink. Well, I had a beer and the rest of Grace's drink. It was just such an amazing day. I want all my days to be like this. I just want to be happy. And you know what? It's not that hard to be. Just look around. There's beauty in everything and everyone. And everything is so simple. Even the most complicated things can be broken down into simple things. That's all it takes. Understanding, patience, love, and a little faith that everything will be allright.
And now, I shall go rest. Er, maybe I'll watch Ellen. I feel like watching some funny right now. I need to buy Margaret Cho's DVDs.
And yay!!! Big Fish comes out on DVD on Tuesday. I'll buy it. I'll watch it. I'll sob for days. again.
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happiness
soda is evil, it is a horrible vice and i am enslaved to it at this time, but trying to wean myself off with various teas, am trying to find the one tea that i can't get enough of and i think i have, so you may see another person joining your anti-soda ranks soon.
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Re: happiness
As for the soda, it is evil. I feel like I'm getting over crack or something. It doesn't help that I work in a freakin restaurant where everyone drinks soda or alchohol and soda. Eh, day 3 without it is over, onto day 4. Hopefully soon the cravings will stop. But right now I want an ice cold 20oz bottle of coke...mmmm...*looks hatedly at bottle of water*
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no subject
I'm glad that you're really getting happier by the day. It makes me smile to know that you're feeling better.
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hehe
Heh. Thanks, I think I am getting happier by the day. I'm glad it makes you smile. Now you should get happy:P I'm out to convert the world!