synapticjava | The tears are coming, I just let it go

Getting ready for work today seems to be a bit of a chore. I was finally able to drag my ass out of bed a little while ago - mostly because Cari called to see how last night went at work. Her response was "damn, dude." Oh, Cari.

I did finally call and make an appointment to see a doctor, though, which I suppose is good news. I've not seen a real doctor since I was a junior in high school - yes, for those playing the home game that's about 9 years. And I've just had a general feeling of not-well the past few months. Always tired but not able to sleep, little to no appetite for days on end and then all of a sudden I can't stop eating. Bad headaches, cold sweats, a cough that comes and goes, and a host of other things. So, I figure, if I want to live out the summer, I should probably maybe get myself checked out. I'm a little askared I might be diabetic, just noticing the trend of energy levels and whatnot. I hope to god I'm not. While I'm there I'm going to see if he can prescribe me that no-smoking drug. I'm sick of cigarettes. This should be interesting. I hate doctors, but more importantly I hate going to the doctor. Hence the 9 year medical hiatus. *nods* However, in the spirit of adult repsonsibility, it's probably not a bad idea.

It's cold and rainy today, and I'm pretty excited about it. Everything seems to slow down on days like this.