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synapticjava) wrote2005-05-17 10:58 am
synapticjava) wrote2005-05-17 10:58 am
Flipping the fuck out
Uh, yeah, so I'm in the middle of a nervous breakdown.
Just went to sign my lease and had another panic attack walking into and out of the building and then again while I was driving back towards school. I had to fucking pull over to keep myself from hitting another car.
I have the lease, but I haven't signed it yet. I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't handle this. Maybe I'll talk to my mom and see about moving back home. BK would probably give me my job back.
I just...I can't do this.
Just went to sign my lease and had another panic attack walking into and out of the building and then again while I was driving back towards school. I had to fucking pull over to keep myself from hitting another car.
I have the lease, but I haven't signed it yet. I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't handle this. Maybe I'll talk to my mom and see about moving back home. BK would probably give me my job back.
I just...I can't do this.
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And you're right - now, after it's signed and everything I do feel better. Just...wierd. I'm like, a full-fledged adult and stuff now. *meep*
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