Flipping the fuck out

[synapticjava]

Uh, yeah, so I'm in the middle of a nervous breakdown.

Just went to sign my lease and had another panic attack walking into and out of the building and then again while I was driving back towards school. I had to fucking pull over to keep myself from hitting another car.

I have the lease, but I haven't signed it yet. I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't handle this. Maybe I'll talk to my mom and see about moving back home. BK would probably give me my job back.

I just...I can't do this.

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[imaginaryimages.livejournal.com]

Take a deep breath (or many).

YOU. CAN. DO. THIS.

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

*hugs you tight*

Thank you.

[imaginaryimages.livejournal.com]

No problem, every time you feel overloaded, overwhelmed or just scared shitless, just imagine all your cyber buddies giving you a great big hug (or kick in the ass, which ever you need, we'll oblige!) LOL.

Taking that first big step can feel like it'll likely kill you but when you realize it can't, it won't, it's the best feeling of accomplishment! And pretty soon, you'll be taking that apartment for granted!

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

Yeah, most likely that's what'll happen. Now that it's getting closer and closer, I'm feeling a lot more settled about the whole thing, so Yay!