synapticjava: (madness!)
synapticjava ([personal profile] synapticjava) wrote2005-05-17 10:58 am

Flipping the fuck out

Uh, yeah, so I'm in the middle of a nervous breakdown.

Just went to sign my lease and had another panic attack walking into and out of the building and then again while I was driving back towards school. I had to fucking pull over to keep myself from hitting another car.

I have the lease, but I haven't signed it yet. I'm freaking the fuck out. I can't handle this. Maybe I'll talk to my mom and see about moving back home. BK would probably give me my job back.

I just...I can't do this.

[identity profile] reddwarf75.livejournal.com 2005-05-17 04:21 pm (UTC)(link)
Cutie, what is it that scares u so?? Living on your own? Being responible for bills being paid? If u have the means to support yourself, I think u'll be fine. U are a responsable adult *hug*
Marie

[identity profile] chocgood84.livejournal.com 2005-05-19 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
It's not so much the alone thing - I like alone, it's quiet. *g*. It's the responsibility thing that scares me.

Thank you. *hugs*