synapticjava | I'm so done

I'm so done

I fucking give up.

I'm in a god-damn awful mood, and why can't people just fucking respect the fact that I don't like to smoke pot anymore? Why can't they understand the fact that I dated a FUCKING DEALER and that things didn't go WELL.

Fuck, I'm sick of this shit.

And I'm sick of feeling incompetent and stupid all the time. Fuck this.

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I agree ten thousand times with what

trepkos says. And here's my ten cents: You are in control of your own body; what you want to put in it or not, who you wanna fuck or not, what you wanna do with it or not. It belongs to Brad, and not anybody else. Screw everybody else. Anybody that gives you shit for not smoking up anymore is just an idiot. The same thing happened to me when my husband and I quit smoking pot all the time; our "friends" accused me of trying to steal him away from them and forcing him to not smoke up. It was very much a case of seeing our actions as a moral judgement on them, when really, we were just broke and tired of being wasted all the time.

*smooch*

Well, the thing is, having been through my own experiences, I do think taking drugs is stupid. So on that, I guess that could be offensive. But again, it's my own idea, my own personal belief. I'm not saying to them "you're idiots and I hate you for doing it", I'm saying that "i don't want to do it because for me to do it would be stupid."

I'm so going to become a hermit.

Hermit!Brad. *muses*

You'd need lots of DVDs, so you should go ahead and buy that QaF season whatever. *snicker*

*smooch*

BTW what does the french on this icon mean, dearie?

Ah! *rebuke*!

*hugs*

The french translates to: "What have I done?" It's lines from a song by the same title, which is on his CD.

ASH has a CD, huh? Oooohhhhh *skeery look in Lorraine's eye* LOL

Yup - Music For Elevators. It's really quite good - very tribal/folksy.

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