*deep cleansing breath*

[synapticjava]

Okay...Frankie just came in. As in, the hottest boy I have ever in my life met. He's taking a class here, so it looks like I'll get to see him twice a week! *squee*

See, the thing is - he's got a perfect body, and while he was talking to Grace I couldn't take my eyes off of him. I *want* that. Not him per se, although yes that's true. I want someone to look at me like that. And it's never going to happen unless I do something right now. So...

I'm quitting smoking. Effective immediately, I'm cutting back. I'm only going to allow myself to smoke three more cigarettes today - one at 6, one at 10, and one when I feel like I want it. I'm going to do that for the rest of the week, through the weekend, and then Monday I start on the patch. I'm really scared and sort of having a panic attack, hyperventalating or whatever. But I *have* to do this.

Also, with no smoking, I *will* go to the gym 5 nights a week. I *will* start regulating what I'm eating and drinking.

It's time and...I don't know, I just feel like if I don't do it now I'll never do it and I'll be a fat smoking single queer the rest of my life. So...help.

Comments

[wilde-moon.livejournal.com]

Hey, what kind of mp3 player did you get and where? You said you can put word files on it too, right?

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

Mine's a Samsung 512mb; got it at Best Buy. Not sure about .doc files, but definetely .txt files.

[wilde-moon.livejournal.com]

So one could, in theroy, read fanfic on it, yes?

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

*snerk*

In theory, certainly. Though the text is probably really small. But yes, in theory.

[wilde-moon.livejournal.com]

Well, no smaller than on a cell phone, and I'd read on that when I could get the damn internet to work on it. *g*

[chocgood84.livejournal.com]

True enough. And aside from that, it's just a great gadget to have.