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So tonight I started getting depressed, so I turned to the age-old tradition of shopping. Bout a whole new outfit - two new pin stripe button ups, new pair of jeans and a nice brown sweater, a new CD and White Christmas. Tomorrow, the jeans and sweater are going back - way too expensive and they make me look even fatter.
Anyway, needless to say the mood has not lifted. I am so fucking tired, but I don't feel like crawling in bed and tossing and turning for six hours trying to fall asleep again, and I really don't want to take any sleeping pills. Maybe I'll go and work on the fic I'm writing. BTW for those that care, WB should be out soon.
God I fucking hate this. I'm not good at anything and nothing goes the way I want it to. Why can't I be done with school now, be out on my own and leave all this fucking shit behind me. Fuck, sometimes I wish I could just start over. There's a damn reset button on everything else.
Anyway, needless to say the mood has not lifted. I am so fucking tired, but I don't feel like crawling in bed and tossing and turning for six hours trying to fall asleep again, and I really don't want to take any sleeping pills. Maybe I'll go and work on the fic I'm writing. BTW for those that care, WB should be out soon.
God I fucking hate this. I'm not good at anything and nothing goes the way I want it to. Why can't I be done with school now, be out on my own and leave all this fucking shit behind me. Fuck, sometimes I wish I could just start over. There's a damn reset button on everything else.
