I've found I'm scared to know I'm always on your mind

I have a lot to write, a lot to put down so I don't forget it. But I'm so...in the moment right now it's hard for me to focus my energy into conserving it. It's been the most incredible week. Some great stuff is happening right now. And I can say for the first time in a long, long time: I am happy. In a truely amazing way with no doubts, no worries, no reservations, and no baggage. I feel like a new man, and that I'm pointing the right direction again instead of spinning all over the four points like a broken compass. It's the most remarkable feeling, and I can't remember when last I knew it.

I hope you all are doing well, and that this forray into the holiday season is less stressful and more comforting than any you have known before. Remember, it comes only once a year, so why not take the good with the bad and enjoy it? Find the things in it we take comfort and warmth in. Today's moments are tomorrow's memories: why not make them good ones?

Hmm...I guess I'm sounding like a self-help book tonight. In which case I'll call it: "survival for emotional dummies."