It's crack, I tell you.

I'm running around like a 4 year old on heroin, getting packed and cleaning and whatnot. Cari's picking me up in about 2 hours to take me to the airport. so far Indy's not backed up at all, and I think I'll get out okay. What worries me is Detroit. I've only got an hour layover there, but the weather front isn't looking too good. I have this fear that I'm going to be stranded there. Apparently Chicago's down because of snow. *nailbiting*

Either way, I'm all bouncy and happy. Got Mariah singing my favorite xmas song, have my next date with Roland lined up for when I get back, and I'm off work the next 5 days. *bounce bounce*

I've got one more post to make, then I'm off for the weekend. Hope you all have a great holiday for those celebrating. I know that I have an awful lot to be thankful this year.

Forgiveness

It's time. With everything happening in my life, I didn't notice it but I have let go of a lot of things. And I think I'm finally able to forgive Frank. In the end it wasn't that he didn't love me, it's that he didn't think anything of me at all. I get it now, though. He did what he did to get the person he loves back, and that takes some of the sting out of it. So here it is: I forgive him. The truth is, my life is better off despite, or in spite of, that experience. I am happier. For a short while, I had everything I wanted - or thought I wanted, and that's something I can be extremely thankful for. I know what that feels like now, and I have something to look forward to when the timing is right. I truly do wish him well and happiness.

And now, for the moving on.