Cramming

I've decided that I have to go back to school, whether I want to or not. I don't want to work crap jobs my whole life, which is the path I'm on right now. I'm once again looking through university websites trying to find the right program. I have no idea how I'm going to do this. It's such a big commitment, and I know I can't afford to do it. But honestly I can't afford not to. If I get accepted, it will have been two years between undergraduate and graduate. And, though it may not be the right thing for me, at least it's something. At least I won't be feeling like I'm wasting my life. I'm pretty scared. Extremely nervous. But I feel a little bit better. This probably means moving to yet another state, and starting all over yet again. But I can deal.

On the flip side, work is a little bit better. Mostly because for the first time in my life, I've decided to shut my mouth, keep my head down, and do what I'm told.

Also, my nephew is due any day now, so that's exciting.

And now to get my day off started with a bang. Guitar Hero's calling my name.