I'll make a wish, send it to heaven that'll make you want to cry...

Well my sojourn here in L.A. has almost come to an end. I'm taking the Red Eye back to chicago tomorrow night and getting back around 5am. Tomorrow I'm going to rent a car and tour around LA. Hopefully get a chance to bumb around Hollywood for a while. Really wanting to get to Santa Monica. We'll see what happens. I'm definetely not going to rush myself on my only day off out here. I do have to say, that yeah it's gorgeous and a great place to visit, I don't think I could live out here. I think I'm going to save up some money and maybe come out here next year under my own steam for a few days. Maybe it'll be a trip for two...

Which brings me to the other thing I've mentioned. This is incredibly crazy, but things are going so well. It's kinda unreal. I know I made the right decision. Every time the phone rings, my heart skips a few beats. Every morning I wake up with a smile. Every night I fall asleep to really amazing dreams. I don't feel awkward or different than who I am, and I know that who I am is enough, okay, wanted, and loved. I don't have to change or compromise who I am or what I want. The best thing in the world is happening, and I couldn't be more excited.

I swear eventually I'll stop alluding to what's going on, but for now, I'm happy to have this be my own thing.

*big hugs* Hope everyone is doing really really well.