synapticjava: (lost myself today)
( Aug. 21st, 2006 11:01 am)
Well, after a humiliating show of drunkenness last night, I pay for it dearly today. I can barely type this I'm in so much pain. The worst part is that I'm pretty sure I did some drunkdialing last night. And I know I snotted all over Phillips shoulder about my dad. I feel like the world's biggest TOOL today.

BUT.

I was woken up twice this morning from my drunken slumber, and granted two interviews for tomorrow. The first one, at 8am in O'Hare, doing sales with Career Builder, and the second one at 7pm in Oakbrook with Primerica Financial doing investment consulting. I'm pretty confidant I'll get one or both, and obviously pick the higher paying one.

See. I can land on my feet.


Now please let me go back to sleep until the elephants stop running through my brain. Because when I wake up, I have to start acting like a grown up.
synapticjava: (bad day dawn)
( Aug. 21st, 2006 09:53 pm)
Here's the icing on the incredibly crappy weekend cake, kiddies:

I blew it with Sam. We decided not to see each other anymore.

I'm certainly not suprised. And I definetely can't get that upset over it. This is what happens. Really. It's just something that I have to learn how to deal with - not Sam, per se, but potential future relationships.

But on the less rational, less grown-up, less mature side of things: this really just sucks. First my job, then my family, and now this. I understand that God tests us, that he or she doesn't give us anything we can't ultimately handle. It's supposed to make us stronger. Well, I'm strong enough. I don't want to be any stronger than I am right now.

Anyway, I should probably get some rest for my interview in the morning. Something to look forward to, I suppose.
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